I love that you perceive your brother's silence as a gift. And it ABSOLUTELY is. You faced the bully--twice and found freedom on the other side. I also imagine you gained a sense of empowerment; a knowing that your inner compass is the one guiding you all along and that you are not dependent on your brother for peace and connection. This piece moved me to tears. I'm so proud of you, Leonard. It doesn't surprise me that your career was in education: the intimate lessons you learned in youth prepared you to be the compassionate, insightful, and kind person you are today.